Hope is such a great word that rallies the life and spices it up.One can never stop hoping nor analyzing of what he has been offered.The latter one slowly but gradually surpasses the earlier and leaves one in Confusion of what to be hoped.
Is it ... if not this then what.... Am I right in thinking so..All such questions creep in our mind and we end up forgetting the essence of living i.e., to live.
We never know when the relation has grown from normal Hi's to silly fights and then to crazy questions and slowly to a position where you are treated as a disturbance.
Terrible to hear when the one who once said you are a friend has so many apprehensions just cos of some bloody damn things that happened which knowingly or unknowingly have you involved.
Even more terrible is the fact that you might have passed the hurdles of courtesies but those courtesies were never passed as they are always with you.
I never was,is or will be friend as You never have I as friend at any point of time. I and You existed only cos I never knew that You had so many things which You think of I and were ever reluctant even to let him know them but were sure that I feels them whenever You meet and also that I was the most cruel person in Your life who imparted all brutalities of life into Your self made paradise and left you all bruised up with scars. To heal the scars I needs to give back what You have given and what You have asked for.
Funniest part comes here when You fix up and at the end , end-up giving a miss at it for the reasons best known to you, as always :)
No complaints, No regrets, but the only burden that I shall have is not able to give back what I is ought to give back when asked for ..
I never expected anything hence I is left with nothing as usual except with what he is ought to give back as it was never his own.
