Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Never break when you cannot make

Life is paradox of many uncertainties that happen between two certainties of Birth and Death. Both certainties can never ever be controlled however the science increases its clutches.The funniest part of life is knowing that you can never ever live for ever and still crave for living for ever.
We can never appreciate the beauty of life when there is no death.
We can never like the unlike when there are no likes.
We can never decide when there are no options
We can never love when there is no hatred.
we have no right to break when we cannot make.
We can never collide when we cannot move.
We can never enjoy spending when we cannot earn.
We can never be what we are when we are not what we are.
We never ever know what we are until one you know expresses it.
We always forget to understand that the YOU is not happy cos of I unless they say it.
Its just cos I enjoys being with and spending with and talking with and fighting with you for no reasons specific and in doing so forgets that You never wants I for any specific reason for any thing and its just the sheer rudeness of I that shackles the YOU's Paradise into bits and pieces and still does not even know that I was reason. By the time I realizes it everything is gone. As You had suffered and I never knew it. Repentance by moving apart does not even turn for good as it only troubles as You is inquired about I. But still I should understand that You never likes the company of I cos of reasons unknown which shouldn't be ever asked.

Death/life....Choice/Option !!!!!

I thought I would die if I couldn't have you.
Now that I know I can't have you
Death seems inferior to this pain... ♥ ♥

I gave up my fight..
I know u dont need me..
and I have nothing else to loose
And I want nothing else to gain also.. ♥ ♥

I'm not Ur Choice...but Whenever u get hurt..
I hope u'll think of me as an Option at least.. ♥ ♥

Till Last I Breathe..
You Will Remain Silent In My Heart.. ♥ ♥
...I Still hope to hear something from you... ღ•

Moment when Heart stops beating

That moment when heart stops 
That moment when heart starts pounding to beating
That moment when heart stops brain from thinking
That moment when heart starts winning over mind.

It happens when You and I are near as if we have been dear forever

We may not be of same color..
We may not be of same race..
We may not have same opinions..
We may not have same feelings..
but still We happen to talk and talk and talk and keep on talking and
Suddenly You say "I think You love me"
 My heart pauses for a while longer than usual and I pester myself to know truth...:-O

All the possible if's and but's goes in vain,
Wonderfully woven friendship seems to be no more,
Silence starts winning over the longer conversations We had,
Many questions start raising like the giant killers paradise,
There is no Jack to slay them all, as its within You.

 This left me with only my Vodka which once was fun but now a necessity to be away from all my beloveds to make them happier ......
 

Friday, December 10, 2010

Should I or Should I not ??

We never know what is in offer for us until we experience it. But we still hope that what we want is gonna be in offer for us.
Hope is such a great word that rallies the life and spices it up.One can never stop hoping nor analyzing of what he has been offered.The latter one slowly but gradually surpasses the earlier and leaves one in Confusion of what to be hoped.
Is it ... if not this then what.... Am I right in thinking so..
All such questions creep in our mind and we end up forgetting the essence of living i.e., to live.
We never know when the relation has grown from normal Hi's to silly fights and then to crazy questions and slowly to a position where you are treated as a disturbance.
Terrible to hear when the one who once said you are a friend has so many apprehensions just cos of some bloody damn things that happened which knowingly or unknowingly have you involved.
Even more terrible is the fact that you might have passed the hurdles of courtesies but those courtesies were never passed as they are always with you.
I never was,is or will be friend as You never have I as friend at any point of time. I and You existed only cos I never knew that You had so many things which You think of I and were ever reluctant even to let him know them but were sure that I feels them whenever You meet and also that I was the most cruel person in Your life who imparted all brutalities of life into Your self made paradise and left you all bruised up with scars. To heal the scars I needs to give back what You have given and what You have asked for.
Funniest part comes here when You fix up and at the end , end-up giving a miss at it for the reasons best known to you, as always :)

No complaints, No regrets, but the only burden that I shall have is not able to give back what I is ought to give back when asked for ..
I never expected anything hence I is left with nothing as usual except with what he is ought to give back as it was never his own.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

What it takes to be I from WE

Another confusing title... but could not resist naming so :P

Its difficult to understand
Its difficult to talk
Its difficult to be with me
Its difficult to bare me for more than few days

These are all what one actually says and I happen to say so that I dont get hooked up for someone who cares Damn ...

Its always easier to be YOU when you are not a part of WE ..
Its always easier to become the part of WE from YOU..
Its always easier to talk when it is WE more and less YOU and I..
Its always easier to do what YOU like when WE exists more prominently than YOU..

These are all what we bound to understand once we end up with the one who chose us as part of them and then ask us to leave for the reasons better known and understood by them

Its better to be YOU when you cannot trust WE..
Its better to be AWAY when you cannot believe in WE..
Its better not to be in the VICINITY of YOU coz WE is a problem..
Its better not to be what YOU were when WE existed coz its again a big problem ...

These are what I have to do .. so YOU dont get any issues .. and WE never exists .. which is what YOU wanted want and should want.. :D

Monday, April 12, 2010

It happens...

We are none when we were born
we are nothing when we first saw
we were a rumor when we met
we never shared the same opinions
we never had the same feelings
we never had the same tastes
but still we met we talked n talked n talked n
talked for so long n

suddenly we end up here where U say U love someone and after sometime say U think I love U and still say U are now only a friend with that guy and also say that I am a FRIEND to U ...
Can we be the same .. at least can u be the same with me ..
Can i be the same .. at least can your heart be the same for you when you talk to me ..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Relation

Deeper in the silly laughs lies the music of a friend
Shallowness to the deeper thoughts lies the beauty of a friend
Higher from the memories,lower from the heart
Arise the warmth of a friend ...


The Strength, The Shadow..
The Truth, The Bond ..
The Value of ME..
The Closeness of being Distant..
The Affection of ignorance..
The Emotion Of Everything n Anything is U n Only U