Somehow we learn who we really are and then try living with that.

Confused again with the title ..
Might be after my previous post this one is a shocking statement.
Thats what life has for us in store. Surprises and surprises and even more surprises..
The only thing we can do is to do what we can and leave the rest for what it can give ..
Maybe I am being philosophical , but thats what we always find . We read the way others do when we are fresh in the school but still all of us do not get the same result. Same thing continues and slowly but surely one is bound to know that he can do what he can and leave the rest..But are we all ready to think the same ? Ofcourse not .. Thats what makes the life even more interesting. People with various instincts and mindsets and understanding what they wanna even if you dint mean it ..Thats when we tend to reach the epitome of your thinking and feelings. Then we have to believe one of the famous tatva " Gatam Gatah "
Even that doesnot give you the life as it was earlier but thats what life is ... full of surprises and surprises..
the more you think the more you get .. but at one or the other point you are ought to know :
" Who we really are and try to live with that "

Are we what we are???

Puzzled with the title ....
Spell it out within aloud.Once more and again. suddenly a light from inner glows and a whisper is heard from within posing the question " Are you what you are ??"

We spend most of our time making what others want and impressing others ...

A glimpse of it being, we spending our invaluable childhood in the school, trying to hide the instincts and playing a perfect student role to impress the teachers and in turn make Our PARENTS proud. The rat race for marks, topping the class, impressing teachers and on the road to it , we dig our instincts and the real child in us and have him burried so deep that we loose the whereabouts of existence of such.This saga continues as we grow and slowly we shift from impressing teachers to gals/ guys in the social life and Bosses in the office ; doing or trying to do what they like or would like and forget what we have and we want from I !!!! In trying to do what others like or would like we slowly and constantly develop a tendency of liking what they like and hate what they donot and thereby loose our own self and become the puppets. The only difference being that we have a so called LIFE in us but it has no sheer existence of its own and sway to the tunes of those whom who try to like [ as we like those who like us.. slightly confused about this but its a terrible fact we always disbelive and never ever accept]

Slowly but definitely we are bound to forget what we are until we ask " Am I what I am !!!!"

This is what cropped up, whilst i was half asleep and half immersed in the spirit of Vodka...

Will Symmos be bac

CA loosing yet again a good allrounder n a team player ....

It really takes a lot of pressure and effort to break through in to the present australian team which roy made it after a lot of good innings and brilliant power knocks and his mind blowing fielding n accurate direct hits
After all the efforts is he throwing them away ????
Might be ...But wat has made him do this ????
May be the way his case was dealt by the CA and ICC where in BCCI money power threw out all the tantrums required to save their player where in the CA utterly disappointed the senior pros of the team.
Ricky n haydos had digested it and have come along but roy seems to be still dissatisfied by that matter and his commitment to the team thenafter had always been a matter under concern for the team.
Though he played a few brilliany knocks he wasn't the same roy whom people ve seen earlier

BUt hope to see u back ROY
coz CA cannot afford to loose u for pretty silly reasons like this
n more over u r one of the best players amongst the world in any form of the game

WHAT A DAY OF CRICkET

It was a great day of intriguing test cricket . Two good spinners showing their craftsmanship.Two fast bowlers showing their skills.
Firstly the spinners and their subtle variations which really bamboozled the FAB 4 of the India who are known to be the best in the business against spin bowling with a vast amount of experience and Runs against their name.MENDIS the name itself is a mystery for the Indian batsmen as they are unable to unfold the web of his bowling .In two tests he has 18 victims to his name n has the wall n Very Very Special 4 times . Thats not any luck or a fluke but the pure subtle variations n the spin n the way he uses the fingers with the control that pigeon possessed as a fast bowler .But this guy has got it at the start of his glorious career going to happen in the coming years ................Murali n mahela are surprised at the way mendis had responded .Another Five for on the flat track is a superb achievement by any standards.

Now coming towards the Fast bowlers -----ntini n kallis

Ntini was below par for most of the year and was underrated as a bowler with the reign of steyn but he delivered when it was needed the most when the batsmen have failed and giving a fare advantage to the england under the new captain KEVIN who are fighting for the pride having nothing to loose. He led from the front scoring a ton and taking england to a position from where they could control the match but then came the spell from kallis which removed three quick wickets to give proteas a ray of hope to get back into the match . the wickets he removed were of KEV, FReddie, and collingwood all capable of single handedly taking the match away from proteas.

THIS REALLY LEAVES US FOR A PERFECT WEEKEND WITH TWO GOOD TEST MATCHES BEING POISED PERFECTLY

unbelievable news but true:(

Its been a day of unbelievable things ......firstly had a hiccup with my buddy ........secondly men in blue especially viru playing well .........the news about the new RAJNI's flick KUCHELAN to be banned in Karnataka!!!!!!....the sudden demise of the Ishmeet(just 20) an upcoming singer and the winner of VOI..!!!.......a suicide in the ladies hostel of my university for the detainment !!!.........narender modi missing the bomb by a close shave.........And more surprisingly the bombs in ahmedabad had analogue clocks which worked brilliantly and the bombs at surat had integrated circuits which failed ( surprisingly strange to know that IC failed and analogue passed)

Is it still the gentlemen's game?????

I was just grazing through the few cricket articles right from the India down under serious I just couldn't understand is it still the Gentleman's game kya bholke??
Agreed there were some controversial decisions that went against Indians in that series but can that be called the reason for the Indian loosing that match where in pup bamboozled the tail in ,an over, the last over.
But what followed that is really ruining the game for sure.The financial prowess of the BCCI , more than 2/3rds of the ICC revenues , being shown clearly.The aussies were never again the same in that series ,lacking their mark AGGRESSION, reason BCCI ....
Later came the IPL ,the million dollar baby of the BCCI ,the copy stuff of the ICL (rebel league). [both being the copies of the stanford of windies].It again showcased the financial prowess of the BCCI.
In the Asia cup also it was no brainer to see the way the decisions of the umpires went.There were many close calls that were given in favor of the Indians.No complaints from other sides reason financial power vests with BCCI.
Now the ongoing test series if the new review would have not been there its no brainer for anyone to guess the fate of the match.

TIME TO THINK BEYOND

A perfect example of how a test match has to be played and in particular its the perfect example pf the real spin bowling. Let me stress again its the perfect example of the real spin bowling and really i go by the literal meaning the real spinners.
Who is the real spinner ??Anybody who claims he is a spinner can he be called so or someone with bundle of years of experience and variations in pace alone can he be called a spinner???
Let me get into the match details and check on the statement i made
The rain gods might have sensed the result against the BCCI team and tried hard to reduce the playing by enforcing a late start.Already a session and a half was lost on the starting day and the pitch had something in it for the fast bowlers though for a smaller period.
Zaheer and Ishant bowled well at the start of the innings and grabbed two early wickets making the way into the middle order.Probably the strongest and formidable one considering the circumstances and the stats at the venue support it.Mahela showed his class and Warnapura and samaraweera who are trying to make an impact at the higher level of the cricket that he can play and deliver against the top teams also.Both went on to make centuries to take SL to a safe position.Then came Dilshan who was chosen ahead of Chamara Silva who had a point to be prove for his selection and took SL to a position where they need not bat again by reaching a mammoth 600.
They batted for the whole 3 and half days including the lost session.It was like they were batting on VENUS
Mahela was cautious and made a right decision bu declaring soon the card showed 600.
The whole situation seemed perfectly poised for a draw until the most careless duo forgot what they are playing in as openers. They played in hurry as if its another T20 match . God help em .The wicket of viru at 36 in 5.1 overs was the start of the downfall of the most experienced and the most commendable batting lineup fielded by BCCI.To no man's surprise it is the only wicket to fall for the quickie
The game was set well for the debutant Mendis n the spin wizard Muralitharan to rattle through the Indian batting line-up.Mendis bowling with all the media hype on him lived up to the expectations and bamboozled the wall with a perfect delivery to rattle the stumps. Enters Murali to get the priceless wicket of inform gambhir.He removed the duo of sachin and saurav and left no qualms in claiming another five for -.Mendis finished the innings with the wicket of VERY VERy SPECIAL with a even VERY VERY SPECIAL DELIVERY to rattle the wood.
It was no brainer that Mahela asked Indians to follow-on.
Indian batsmen dint even learn from their earlier mistakes.Viru and gambhir again played in the same way . God someone tell em that its a test match and there is no shortage of the overs here.Mahela dint waste any time in getting his spinners into the attack and they responded well by biting the nails in the coffin as early as possible and ensured that match doesnot even needed another day or session and finished of the innings in style with Mendis signing off the match a two wicket over.
Here one cannot understand what made the two spinners of the lankans unplayable???
Is it the mammoth total they were chasing or the eyes of the media on them or the amount of cricket they have been playing or is it that they felt they had their share of money for this year by playing in the million dollar baby of BCCI , the IPL???
Leave about the batsmen ..,,..What about the two indian spinners who couldnot make it count??
Can we call Kumble still a spinner ??
Agreed he has stats to justify him as one of the best bowlers of all time in Indian cricket... HE has several variations which really are harder to pick..... is that enough to call him a spinner??
What Mendis did was far more better than what Murali did!!!Its not an exaggeration . Though Murali walked away with the MOM award Mendis got what he deserves from everyone ,,.the media ,,the captian .,,the rival team ...and also from the MOM himself that it was easier to pick wickets from the other side as mendis was making batsmen squeez for the runs with his impeccableline and length................
ITS DEFINITELY TIME TO THINK BEYOND AND SEARCH FOR A REAL SPINNER AND THINK BEYOND SRT AND VIRU